Saturday, June 21, 2008
It's Been A Pathetic Day... Nothing Big Happening.. I have totally nothing to do... The Only Reason I Blog Is Because I Don't Have Someone To Say These Things Too... Neither Do Any Of You I Suppose... And I Just Realise That I Lost My Sliver Throphy That I Won Last Year Or The Year Back - Can't Remember... Anyways Its Been A Very Forgetable JUNE Holiday... Just Hope It Would Be Better When School Reopens... Haizz Sad sad sad... I Just Do Not Know If I Can't Trust Anyone... Someone That When i Say Something to them, i know i can trust them... Someone Who Can trust Me As well... Someone I Can Call An Asshole , bitch, idiot - And Know That I Am Playing Around.. Maybe It's Something too much to ask for... If you noticed, i have to said vulgarities as a scolding, only like talking and explains.. sometimes but never to insult or scold anyone... As i know they will be offended... I guess i am just those people who is destine to be alone for the rest or their life and still be happy...
Can't wait to see you guys again... To See how you guys have changed... Can't wait... I Don't think i have changed much... Or even at all! But I Still Miss Justin - My Ex-best friend... I Don't talk to him anymore as he is living in London, UK... I didn't get to meet him as i was too busy with my family... My Family doesnt even know Justin... =.= Ironic Isn't it... I Guess i will end it this way... One more thing: Please never mention the i ever liked or loved or what ever shit with Maeve... I Seriously Have Nothing With her... Fact Is, I Just thought i liked her because i just didn't want to admit that i am living this life... I thought i can make something out of it. But i was being childish and stupid... That led me to this... I hardly care if she reads this, As she knows that i don't like her... I just hope she will find it in her heart to forgive me from being so stupid... Sorry...