I admire my cousins... All Their Friends Got Time To Go And Shopping, Study And Like Just Go Out... My Friends All Seldom Go Out De... =(.. So Sad... It's Like 1 month once ot twice... maybe a few times... But Not that often anyway... Usually The Reason Is Either Play Games Or Watch TV or Just Dont Feel Like Going Out... Sometimes Is Homework... I Guess Its Just That Vulgarities Doesnt Fit in My Speech... not Sure Why.. But Its A Good Thing... Change Of Speech Is A funny thing.. Sometimes you dunno what you are talking about when talking to someone... Its like you are not yourself talking... But i guess that we have to acccept people for who they are... i am not perfect either... just that i expect too much from something... that is something that i have to change... And have a bit more fun! Kzy Asked Me to Go Loyang Point With Him After school... But i didnt want to go as i look dam shity in school uniform... Thats the main reason... Maybe Think too much... Maybe will go back to becoming my old self ba... Means Brian Wont Exist and my studies will drop again... Haizz... But Thats Not What I want now... i just want to study, go out with friends, talk about stuff... But Its Just That Now I Have So Much Time In My Hands All i can do is chat on msn and blog... i want to meet more people.. But I guess i am too Scared or shy!! If I Appear As A Different Person In School, Some Of friends will just say: WHat happen to danny? I cant really say that i will fully change till no one knows me.. but maybe i will just not comment too much on what people says... if my friends insult other people ii will just shut up... i dont need any problems now... i have just facing too many at the moment... Not Studies nor Friendship... Something Different... Haizz... I Dont Know How To Tell People This.. Mr. chionh isnt helping, frequent qurrals with friends aint helping either... I think i care to much about what people think about me? I dunno... But i only care what certain people think about me... What ever My Friends Say About Me Doesnt Really Concern Me... We Are going To Seperate In A Year...But Without them i wont end up where i am too... Valerie,jenifer,melody,ting hui are like the most fun girls i know... I Feel happy talking to them.. OMG MY FAVOURITE MAID IS BACK!!! WOO... She now come back to work in singapore.... Woo Cant Wait to meet her... XD... but I guess I Still Like My Friends For Who They Are even if They Are Speak Vulgarities... I Guess Its A Part Of Life... Most Prob. Jiayang and i will Be Off Again... we qurral too much now adays... Dunno whats happing But I Guess I Cant Change It... Maeve And I Guess SHe Will Nvr Talk To Me Will The Same Feeling Again... I Dont Love MAEVE! I Said that Alot Of times... I Dont love anyone in this bloody school! Except For Someone Which Is Confidential... ... ... I will Just Give Up On Sec. School relationships is guess... Its just not working out well... Haha... Anyway, I saw eugene again yesterday... He's With My Cousin Stehpanie Now.... Hope They Stay Together Forever XD... They look so Cute Together... Haha... Well I Am Done Posting... And I Just Finished Qurraling With Jiayang Again... Over The Word "dog" Haizz... Things Are Just Not going Well... Its Mainly My Fault...