Okay... This Is So Interesting... Today Is Sports Day for my school. It Was Boring... I Just Get This Feeling that jiayang And i ain't gonna be as close as we were before, As Friends... i seriously miss those times... but i guess things change i guess... Thats why i didn't go to sit with the nine of them... i dont want jiayang to dislike me any futher... Its too flexible now... If I do something wrong, Jiayang and i will not be friends forever... Jiayang Doesnt Seem To Care So Much If We Are Not Friends Anymore.... Its just a feeling... Anyway... Back to the interesting thing... You know people say: good things will come after bad things happen ( something like that)... Well.. Sports day was boring, so its bad... And I When it was over, i didnt want to wait... I Just Didnt want to make a mistake today and get jiayang hating me... So i went out straight... I was just thinking what could i have done to make things between us this way, when i said to myself: "Forget It... Its not what i think... jiayang and i are still friends..." I Looked Up And I Was Stunned!!!! He(Someone I Cant Get Out Of Head, NOT JIAYANG) Was In Front Of Me... It was then i remembered i had to get a present for my sister... So I Looked at My Watch, I Still Had Time... So i Just Tagged Behind him in a distance... Anyway, We Walked Pass The Wall Where All The Lastest Movies Are Lined up(An Alley Leading To The Entrance Of Tampines Mall), He Turned Around And Saw me and smiled.. i Smiled Back And He continued walking... I followed him to tampines mall... Followed Him To The 3floor When i said:"Forget It, Its Wrong To Stalk." I Went To Precious Moments To Get My Sister A Birthday Gift... I Got It And Went Out... And What Do You Know?? He Was There Going Down The Escalator... I was Going down too so i just went... i was infront this time... when i was about to go down to the 1st floor, i saw him turn back and walked a few steps then turned back to taking the escalator down... Not sure what he was thinking... I Wanted To Act Innocent, So i Went To look At Some Watches... He Went The Other way... He Should Have noticed that i wasnt following him.... So I Just Followed Him Again! We Went to Centuary Square 3rd Floor when i lost him! I Didnt Follow Him To The Top Floor As It Seems Like He suspects Something... So I Just Waited... I Expected Him To Come Down... True Enough, He did... He Walked Down Fast So I Went Down Too... Then I Lost Him Again... zzzz.... Suddenly He Was At The Top Floor Again Now With A Bunch Of His Friends... I Just Saw Them Exit Centuary Square, I Walked Quickly out the same exit And I Cant See Them! Its Like They Vanished! I Looked Around But Couldnt find them... I Didnt Want To Get into Any trouble so i just left And headed for tampinies mall to meet jeniffer, valerie and others... They Had To Take Awhile So I went to the food court To see if kzy,adib,nicholas,jonathan and gengting is there. And They Were... Nicholas Ask Me To Buy A Drink... Jiayang Was Buying Food... I Went To The Shop To Buy When I Turned Around, THERE HE WAS! AGAIN! It Was So Unexpected... I Just Bought The Drinks And Went Back To The Table... Jiayang Left! Damn It... I Think That Jiayang Saw Me And Left... Not Sure.... Cant Jump To Conculsions... Anyway, He Was sitting Just 45Degrees From Us... With His Friends... Kzy,nicholas And jonathan was going to the lan, i thought it would be fun to go... I Had To Think Through It Awhile But I went... I Didnt Want Him To Suspect Anything... Something About Him.... I Think Destiny Wants Us To be Friends?? After That We Walked A Long Walk around the bus interchange when Adib And I And Gengting Left And Wen Back to meet matthew... I Went To See If They Are Still There... They Left... No traces... Anyway gengting was behaving like a Kid... Adib And I Took A Taxi Back And That's That... I Reached Home And Wrote This Entry... Maeve Is Still Giving Me The Cold Shoulder.. Haizz... Maybe I Am Over-reacting? I think I am... Maeve For God's Sake I Cant Love You Anymore You Get It? So Lets Just Return To What We Were Before... Forget Anything Like This Ever Happened... Please... I Dont think i will have a relationship in this school... To Much Trouble... So I Will Just Have My Friends And me! Good Enough! XD